Posts Tagged ‘theology’

Waiting for me
In the dark chaos
Brooding over troubled waters
My heart beats
Waiting for me
To take the next step
Catch up to what was
Before the earth’s foundation laid
I pray and consult
I pray and convulse
Over gathered intelligience
That ends up meaningless
It’s me and the unknowable
Going back and forth
In weighty conversation
Apophatic frustration
Over what he is not
Moving slowly away
From my next step
And at the same time…
Leaving me deaf, dumb, and blind
Without the use of senses
I stand in a new place
Of ignorance defenseless
Confusion and grace
Waiting for me
On the other side of chaos
The unknown is waiting